Darren Zastruga

Darren is writer of short and long fiction, based in Alexandria, VA. Writing adds right-brain creative variety to his left-brain dominated job as a government bureaucrat. His stories range from the introspective to the absurd, featuring the psychological quirks of the mind and a little role reversal. Soaking up new knowledge keeps him happy even if it doesn’t let him sit still. Studying up on Russian history, neuroscience, literature, squirrel social dynamics, data analysis, and behavioral psychology makes his brain fire on all neurons.

The lit magazine Alliterati published his story "Passing through Terminals" in Issue 19 (page 22). Here's another sample of his writing. If you're interested in more, contact him.


Me

A daydreamer, a tinkerer, a big thinker. My mind runs constantly, pondering my purpose in the universe at least once per day. I believe in never dismissing strings of thought just because they don’t seem logical (yet). I jot down everything I can, and shape it into coherent writing.

I’m an amateur brain scientist. Anything neurology perks up my ears and piques my curiosity. The more I study the machinations of the brain, the

more I’m confounded by the miracles of free thought, creativity, and inspiration. I want to know how confidence and neuroticism can come from the same place. I want to know how I can see myself so differently than others see me. I want to know how our consciousness forms from bursts of electro-chemical pulses. Most of all, I want to know what wellspring of knowledge is buried deep inside ourselves amongst that tangle of bundles of neurons we call a brain.

The self is a fascinating construct that we cling to, sometimes only out of sheer desperation. I like to write stories that put a twist on the self, with characters confronted with a wrinkle in their views of their own identities. I want to pinpoint that moment when characters suddenly finds themselves standing on the outside looking in, when the world suddenly lurches over while they stand still.

Of all the things I love, I love creating things the most.

Biblio-phile. Biblio-graphy. Biblio-mania. What more need be said about a person than the books he reads?

It's not an exhaustive list of all the books I've read; that would take ages to compile. After all, I spent my afternoons after school picking out books from the library as a kid. These are the ones that still sit on my shelves, the ones I haven't donated and carry with me. Or they are the ones that still stick in my memory, the ones for which I could say exactly where and when I was when I read it.

Currently Reading:

Personality: What Makes You the Way You Are by Daniel Nettle

Fiction

The Dead Zone by Stephen King

The first Stephen King book I ever read, I stole this from a second-hand bookstore (I passed over that other book whose title instructed me steal it, and shoved this one in my pocket instead). It got me hooked on King books.

The Bachman Books by Stephen King

Rage made a huge impact on my teenage mind . . . and then Columbine happened and I was glad I never told any adults how much I liked a book with a protagonist who shoots a teacher and takes a classroom hostage. (Note: it was the parts with the sharing of teen angsts that made the impression.) The Long Walk was also a huge favorite.

Anton Chekhov: Later Short Stories 1888-1903 (Published by Modern Library) edited by Shelby Foote, translated by Constance Garnett

In high school, I plucked this book off the shelf in a Barnes and Noble store, because I liked the portrait of Chekhov on the cover. His dark comedic look at Russian society instigated my lifelong interest in Russia.

The Dark Tower Series (Seven Novels Total) by Stephen King

I read the first novel in the series, The Gunslinger, at a time when I was both fascinated with Sergio Leone films and Stephen King books at the age of 12. I wouldnÕt finish the series for almost 20 years. The ending had its critics, but it ended the only way it could.

The Three Stigmata of Palmer Eldritch by Philip K. Dick

The first PKD book I ever read, the interweaving confusion over realities was mind-blowing at the time. At some point I loaned it indefinitely to someone I can no longer recall, but I want to re-read it.

Ubik by Philip K. Dick

In his Exegesis, Dick wrote so much about Ubik and the secret message he had inadvertently written into the book (particularly the role of the character Runciter) that I had to read it. I found the writing somewhat weak and didn't find the broader message as compelling as Dick found it, but I did enjoy it. I plan to read the others he talked about, particularly the three books he wrote after "2-3-74" that he wrote about in his Exegesis.

Taman', a short story by Mikhail I. Lermontov

This is one of the stories in the Russian reader I got back in my Russian college classes, an excerpt from Lermontov's book A Hero of Our Time. I've always liked it, perhaps because paradoxically Lermontov's "hero" is a bit of a bigoted jerk.

Roadside Picnic by Arkady and Boris Strugatsky

This 1971 short novel captured my imagination when I read it in a 20th century Russian literature course in college, with its conception of an abandoned wasteland with invisible traps waiting for the "stalkers" who try to take from it valuable, mysteriously powerful items. This book is also the inspiration behind Russian master filmmaker Andrei Tarkovsky's 1979 film Stalker. The kids who visit the abandoned town of Pripyat near Chernobyl to explore the empty buidlings now call themselves "stalkers."

The Time Traveler's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger

The time travel aspect of this book allowed for a unique romance, but I think this book is underminded by its characterization as a romance novel. If anything, the time travel feature allows Niffenegger to better explore the themes of personal change over the course of a relationship. In any case, it's one unique novel.

The Works of Ibsen by Henrik Ibsen

We read Hedda Gabler in my AP English Literature class in high school. I saw a 1960's-set version on stage once. I picked up this old hardcover copy of Ibsen's plays at a used bookstore just because I like Hedda Gabler so much. However, his other plays haven't stuck with me.

Flee the Angry Strangers by George Mandel

I stumbled across this beat-era book in a Los Angeles bookstore when I was still in college. I once became convinced I could write it into a great screenplay. I hang onto it in case I ever do follow through on that idea.

The Man Who Died with a Falafal in His Hand by John Birmingham

While not technically fiction (although I'm sure he exaggerated much), I wanted to keep this one with his next book. Australian author Birmingham estimated he lived with over 100 roommates over the course of his earlier, money-deprived years, and wrote a collection of stories about most of them that had me laughing out loud to myself. My own roommate history pales in comparison with his, but I would still relate.

The Tazmanian Babes Fiasco by John Birmingham

A fictionalized version of his non-fiction collection Falafal Birmingham still tells a great story that later became a movie not nearly as engaging as these two books. He later went on to write three sci-fi novels and essays on his interviews with Aussie politicians about marijuana.

Tishomongo Blues by Elmore Leonard

How does a book open with a high dive performer and end with a Civil War reenactment? Through Leonard's amazing talent at taking a story where it leads.

Up in Honey's Room by Elmore Leonard

Leonard loves his strong female characters, indifferent in the face of danger, and this is one of his best (save for his favorite, Karen Sisco).

Breakfast of Champions by Kurt Vonnegut

The first Vonnegut book I ever read, I listed to this book on a long drive from Colorado to California. I've re-read it since, and I'll never get over the deadpan narration, the intermixing of personal insight and story, and the feel of Vonnegut's writing. Not even the 1999 film version could ruin that.

One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez

It's Marquez's "magical realism" that is always mentioned in descriptions of his work, and it's what captured my imagination. Actually, it's his treatment of the supernatural almost as another layer of mundane life that surprised me--that suoernatural events could be treated as just another part of existing. Somehow, that's more powerful than throwing all kinds of literary flourish at the supernatural.

The Sirens of Titan by Kurt Vonnegut

One of my earlier exposures to Vonnegut's work, I was awed at the way he played with the concepts of fate, personal meaning, and, as the back of the book accurately states, "a prophetic vision about the purpose of human life that only Vonnegut has the courage to tell."

Player Piano by Kurt Vonnegut, Jr.

Vonnegut's first published book, I'm going to admit it's not amazing. But if you replace the cold steel machine engineering with cold silicone computer engineering, it's got modern-day relevance.

Bagombo Snuff Box by Kurt Vonnegut, Jr.

I wanted to learn how Vonnegut wrote short stories, so I picked up this and Welcome to the Monkey House from the library. This is mostly a collection of all those he didn't publish in major magazines back in the 1950's, though "Thanasphere" (Collier's, 1950) opened my eyes to how to open a story.

Welcome to the Monkey House by Kurt Vonnegut, Jr.

This is such a great collection of stories, with a variety of formats for what I imagine were the conventional 1950's-1960's. My favorites: "All the King's Men," "The Hyannis Port Story," "Deer in the Works," "The Euphio Question," and "Unready to Wear."

Siddartha by Hermann Hesse, translated by Hilda Rosner

I thought about this book everyday for weeks after reading it. Tells the story of a guy who's constantly trying to find the ultimate truth, so he keeps taking up with teachers and then dropping them when he feels like he's reached the ends of their teachers - including Buddha himself. It's said this book influenced Timothy Leary and the Rolling Stones and a bunch of other folks in the 60's.

Fool by Christopher Moore

This re-imagining of Shakespeare's King Lear is brilliant. Moore's talent is in giving Pocket, Lear's fool, such a distinctive, sarcastic, and hilarious voice of his own. Moore is also fantastic at constructing a great story without completely relying on the original play's structure.

Sacre Bleu by Christopher Moore

Honestly, didn't love it as mush as Fool, perhaps because it lacked a character as enjoyable as Pocket. Still, it re-kindled my interest in the impressionist artists of late-19th century Paris.

Octopussy and the Living Daylights by Ian Fleming

This collection of short stories a different, more realistic portrayal of James Bond than I'm used to from the movies (though I haven't read FlemingÕs novels). Here's he's just a sharp-minded intelligence operative; only a few stories required much dare-devil action. In some stories, he wasn't even the primary focus of the story. Just good, clean story-telling without too much fluff.

Collected Fictions by Jorge Luis Borges, translated by Andrew Hurley

I must confess that I have not read all the stories in this collection; some of the longer ones written as historical relics don't hold my attention. Although, I recently re-read it after a trip to Argentina and the completion of a short biography on Borges (see below). While the stories of knife fights are entertaining, I was more wowed by the tales with mean existentialist streaks that play with time. For example, read the stories about the labyrinth. Any of them--he's always writing about labyrinths in some way or form.

Philosoph(ies)

Tao Te Ching by Lao Tzu, translated by ...

I have read this text multiple times. Every time, I get it--or it gets to me--in a new way. It's wisdom can be deceptively simple sometimes. Reading the Tao Te Ching never gets old.

Meditations by Marcus Aurelius, translated by Gregory Hays

No President of the Free World has ever written a book as insightful, wise, and personal as this collection of Marcus Aurelius’ musings on life and meaning. To hear the leader of the known world (at that time) philosophize on the meaning of true leadership is inspiring.

Jeet Kun Do by Bruce Lee

Bruce Lee approached martial arts with a technical simplicity while applying a philosophical complexity. This book is actually a compilation of his writings put together after his death (including many of his handwritten notes and sketches). It’s a good summary of all his ideas for the person wanting to know the tenets of Jeet Kune Do and Lee’s philosophies.

Tales of Power by Carlos Castaneda

This book seems to be the end of the saga of Castaneda’s tuteledge by Don Juan (then Castenada kept publishing more books pulling from other stories he hadn’t already told). Critics say he never experienced what he wrote about. But if you stand back and take Don Juan’s lessons at least as metaphors for the ultimately indescribable spiritual experience, you can see the deeper meanings.

The Inner Chapters by Chuang Tzu, translated by David Hinton

This book contains many lessons told through allegories: maintaining balance while achieving success, not being so useful as to be used up by others, and connecting with the spirit of the Tao. But the most entertaining are those that dig at Confucius and his followers.

What the Buddha Taught by Walpola Ruhala

I’m not a fan of Ruhala’s dry and overcomplicated explanations of Buddhist philosophy (he could have refrained from diving into multiple interpretations of Sanskrit verses). But it certainly laid out the tenets of Buddha’s lessons.

The Exegesis of Philip K. Dick edited by Jonathan Lethem and Pamela Jackson

PKD’s “introspection without end.” Nine hundred pages of Dick’s roiling mind. It’s actually culled from the 8,000 pages Dick scribbled night after night from 1974 until his death in 1982, trying to come to terms with his mystical experiences, the nature of reality, and the many philosophies he’d studied to understand the way of the universe.

The Bhagavad Gita translated by Juan Mascar

If you're familiar with the New Testament, you'll recognize many of the best sayings in this spiritual classic.

Power vs. Force: The Hidden Determinants of Human Behavior by David R. Hawkins, M.D., Ph.D.

As a young man, Dr. Hawkins nearly died huddling on the side of a road in a blizzard. He reached some kind of spiritual understanding, and he grew up to write a book about kinesthetic calibrations of human consciousness. While I don’t remain convinced of his system of asking people questions while gently but firmly pushing their extended arms down, he certainly lays out a fascinating foundation for his work.

The Art of War: Complete Texts and Commentaries by Sun Tzu, translated by Thomas Cleary

It's a classic because it usefulness isn't limited to actual wars. Conflicts with friends, disputes with the boss, angling for a new promotion, launching a political campaign, dominating the salt industry, whatever--read it metaphorically, and you've got some strategic wisdom in this book.

Existentialism edited by Robert C. Solomon

A reader for anyone looking to catch up on the basic literature of existentialism, this book contains excerpts from the works of many great writers and philosophers of Western culture: Kierkegaard, Camus, Sartre, Dostoevsky, Turgenev, Hesse, Heidigger, Jaspers, Kafka, Mailer, and others you didn’t know about/thought of as existentialist. I read this in the beginning of my philosophical journey.

Reality: A Short Introduction by Jan Westerhoff

At 130 pages long, it sums up the philosophical and scientific quandaries in trying to define reality: what's under the "turtle" holding up the earth? What's the nature of memory? How about that whole quantum wave function that collapses when you look at it? Even as short as it, it will probably take as long to read as a 400 page book.

The Taoist I Ching translated by Thomas Cleary

This ancient text lays out the various cycles of life, mood, feelings, and luck. After some studying of the metaphors and abstract words used, you might be able to figure it out. This book was a huge influence on Phillip K. Dick at one time; he used it to plot his books when he got stuck.

Psycholog(ies)

Introduction to Psychology (Fifth Edition) by Rod Plotnik

The textbook I read to catch up on all the basic concepts of psychology. I found it in a used book store in a podunk Idaho town while driving to Montana; it cost me $6. It was also published in 1996--it doesn't even mention MRIs until the last chapter. Though not the most current book, it got me up to speed with the basic functions. And it's wkind of fun to read more recent books and see how our understanding of brains has changed in nearly 20 years.

The Power of Habit: Why We Do What We Do in Life and Business by Charles Duhigg

Habits are not my strong suit, but Duhigg will dig into the science of habit and convince you that the most important thing you can do for yourself is reinforce good habits. And yes, you can break bad habits; if you interrupt the habit loop with better ones.

Inside of a Dog by Alexandra Horowitz

This book perfectly matched my interest in neurology and my frustrations with my new dog. I’m trying to remember that my dog is more attuned to motion than color details and watches every single thing I do around the house to learn my habits.

Stumbling into Happinessby Dan Gilbert

Gilbert wrote a mostly-entertaining classic on psychology, using dozens of experimental studies to demonstrate that, basically, we're always lying to ourselves in one way or another about how happy we are or aren't, and how happy we will or won't be in the future. However, his constant referencing of studies becomes very repetitive in the second half.

Neuroscience

Brain Rules: 12 Principles for Surviving and Thriving at Work, Home, and School by John Medina

Medina aimed to write a simple primer on the way the brain functions in everyday life situations, and he succeeded. The rules cover the way sensory integration, attention, memory, and stress (among other things) work in the brain.

An Alchemy of Mind by Diane Ackerman

Ackerman is a poet with the knowledge of a neuroscientist. The science behind thinking becomes a romantic experience of being with her prose.

Me, Myself, and Why by Jennifer Ouellette

There’s more to the science of self than just neuroscience. Ouellette also dives into the studies of what genes result in certain personality traits. That, and the ego-dissolving power of LSD.

How to Build an Android: The True Story of Philip K. Dick’s Robotic Resurrection by David F. Duffy

In 2006 robotics engineers created a replica of PKD’s head that could spouts his thoughts to people’s questions, drawing from the many interviews he gave. Then, they lost the head on a plane. 'Nuff said. But it’s also a good book on artificial intelligence, which led me to Ray Kurzweil’s book.

How to Create a Mind: The Secret of Human Thought Revealed by Ray Kurzweil

The brain is a pattern-recognizing machine, Kurzweil shows, and he and others have reverse engineered it to create speech recognition programs. The artificial intelligence field has a long way to go to develop the perfection in what evolution designed in the human brain, but when it does you won’t be so sure what makes you so different from an android.

Hallucinations by Oliver Sachs

There are more and more pop references to Sachs' work, as his name has become synonymous with oddball neurological phenomenon. This is the only book of his I've read so far--I read it to learn more about the title phenomenon. The varied types and causes of hallucinations are fascinating, particularly those involving hallucinations of the self.

How We Decide by Jonah Lehrer

Lehrer put together a great cornucopia of all those studies you heard described on This American Life, Radiolab, and all those Ted talks. Lehrer’s ultimate point is to point out that we use emotions to decide things all the time, but there’s also a mental process involved in those “gut feelings.” He never really defines the nature of “emotions,” however.

My Stroke of Insight by Jill Bolte Taylor, Ph.D.

You may have heard about “right-brain thinking,” but with her stroke Taylor gained the ability to experience right brain thinking in its entirety, as the stroke prevented her left hemisphere from functioning. Lends physical credence to the spiritual experience of shutting down your thinking mind.

Meditation

Taoist Meditation: Methods for Cultivating a Healthy Mind and Body translated by Thomas Cleary

I just finished reading this collection of Chinese texts from 900-1500 A.D. These writers are actually just summing up the collected wisdom of Taoists, Buddhists, and even some Confuciousists. While it still uses some obscure Chinese metaphors, in many cases they restate the themes more clearly. But regardless of the philosophy, the main idea remains the same: focus on the breath, stop the mind, and you're on your way to higher learning.

A Practical Guide to Buddhist Meditation by Paramanda

Meditation at its heart is the hardest simple thing you can do. Once I had learned to sit, relax, and close my eyes, I wondered, “Now what? Shouldn’t I be working toward something?” The answer: yes and no. This is a good little book with a few meditative exercises to give you something to work toward in meditation.

The Secret of the Golden Flower translated by Thomas Cleary

This is another ancient collection of Taoist texts that serve as a sort of manual for meditation. Except this one uses fewer abstract metaphors (in parts), so it’s a little more comprehendible.

Dreaming

Lucid Dreaming: The Power of Being Awake and Aware in Your Dreams by Stephen LaBerge, Ph.D.

In my hometown library one day after school, I stumbled on Laberge’s book and first learned the techniques for having lucid dreams. At that time, I had difficulty doing things like relaxing my body as I prepared for sleep. But I did have a few lucid dreams, and it led me to try again with Robert Waggoner’s book.

Lucid Dreaming: Gateway to the Inner Self by Robert Waggoner

Waggoner was also a fan of LaBerge, and has turned the study of lucid dreams into a life goal, but also as a method for inner exploration. He claims to have several per month, and even tells of group dreaming experiments that indicate some sort of dreaming telepathy (if you can believe it). Although, I have yet to be so disciplined about such things myself.

Art

The Squirrel Machine by Hans Rickheit

This is a bizarre and macabre graphic novel about two boys creating complex musical instruments using the corpses of pigs and squirrels. They live in their own world, traveling through mazes of old, seemingly abandoned houses filled with all kinds of mechanical equipment. I’m still trying to understand the purpose of the story.

50 Secrets of Magic Craftsmanship by Salvador Dal’, translated by Haakon M. Chevalier

Dali mastered the art of extracting images from his subconscious for his paintings. In this book he describes some techniques for doing so, from the somewhat practical to the downright silly. Though it seems like he’s yanking your chain, I believe he really has found some success in what he describes in the book.

The Secret Architecture of Our Nation’s Capital by David Ovason

I never realized how many zodiacs exist in DC. Ovason is convinced that the Masons who designed and founded DC and its most important structures wanted to make sure it had the celestial protection of Virgo. Sometimes he tries to hard to make his point, but he points to plenty of examples in DC you never noticed. Great book if you want to know about Masonic symbology, astrological zodiacs, and DC history all at once.

An Illustrated Life by Danny Gregory

This collection of excerpts from the journals of various artists inspired me to start drawing again in my own journal. It’s amazing what beautiful art “playing around” can become.

Maps of the Imagination: The Writer as Cartographer by Peter Turchi

A refreshing change from the standard book on writing that only focuses on the techniques of writing. Turchi uses maps as the metaphor for crafting a story, so he delves into the history of cartographry to find more sub-metaphors. In the end I came out with both a better sense of how to "map out" a story and the history of mapping out the world before us.

Reading People

Telling Lies by Paul Ekman

Ekman was the first to really break down the research-proven methods for identifying a liar’s tells. He also writes in this book not just about what to look for when they do lie, but also why and when people might lie.

Emotions Revealed by Paul Ekman

This book expands on his previous books, but focuses on the specific facial expressions of seven basic emotions. It will open your eyes to the many ways people leak their emotions.

What Every Body is Saying by Joe Navarro, with Marvin Karlins, Ph.D.

A former FBI agent specializing in interviewing and interrogating suspects, Navarro covers the signs the body gives about internal emotions. It’s a perfect compliment to Ekman’s books; where Ekman focuses on the face, Navarro looks at feet, legs, hands, and posture.

Spy the Lie by Philip Houston, Michael Floyd, and Susan Carnicero

These three former CIA officers walk you through the tactics people use when lying, using examples from recent political scandals. Where Ekman explains facial tells, and Navarro explains bodily tells, Houston et al. explains the things people say to avoid telling the truth.

Memory

The Memory Bible: An Innovative Strategy for Keeping Your Brain Young by Gary Small, M.D.

The mind needs to stay active if you want to keep remembering things. Dr. Small tells you not to worry about whether your mom is more senile now that she’s retired; she just needs something to keep herself busy. A good lesson even for young people.

You Can Have an Amazing Memory by Dominic O’Brien

O’Brien learned that he had the ability to remember lists of anything, and competed in memory competitions by reciting the order of playing cards in multiple packs. It’s not his memory that’s amazing, actually, but his strategy for remembering. I only sometimes apply his strategies, but I’m glad I learned them.

Investing

The Snowball: Warren Buffet and the Business of Life by Alice Schroeder

At over 1,000 pages, this biography probably covers every twist and turn in Buffet’s life a little too closely. But it is invaluable for understanding how he developed his masterful knowledge of stocks and philosophy of investing.

Beating the Street by Peter Lynch

On the one hand, Lynch’s views on selecting stocks are brilliant and timeless; on the other, his methods for identifying possibly good stocks are quaint. For example, he wonders at the ease of identifying good stocks by walking through the mall. Still, it’s a value investor’s classic.

Math

The Numbers Behind Numb3rs: Solving Crime with Mathematics by Keith Devlin and Gary Lorden

As the title says, this is a book about the math behind the moderately successful CBS TV show Numb3rs. A few months ago I visited an exhibit at the Folger Shakespeare Theater about the history of cryptography, and it re-kindled an interest in math that I lost in pre-calculus in high school. I then found this book in my closet, with a note inside from a friend that said, "Ignore the show. Read chapters 4, 6, 9, 10, 11." Thsi book presents an intro (and an intro only, at just 206 pages) into the concepts of probability, data mining, Bayesian inference, DNA profiling, code making/breaking, fingerprint reliability, network analysis, and the math in Blackjack.

(Auto)Biographies

Letters by Kurt Vonnegut, edited by Dan Wakefield

While not as insightful into the events of Vonnegut’s life as autobiography (or even biography) might have been, reading Vonnegut’s letters provided a lot of insight into Vonnegut’s thinking, as the letters span the various cycles of his life.

I Walk Alone by Clyde Boyd Sutherland

I met this man while jogging along the shores of an island in the Philippines down the road from the resort I stayed. He lived among a group of huts with his Filipino wife and made money from charging villagers to use a karaoke machine he owned. He briefly told me his story about fleeing from Zimbabwe, about being a nuclear physicist working on Chinese reactors, and then having to flee when Mugabe began driving white farmers from their lands. years later I read his book about his journey. I’m not sure he’s alive anymore, as he appeared really run down by that point. But he seemed happy.

Just Like Someone Without Mental Illness, Only More So: A Memoir by Mark Vonnegut

I read this book by Kurt Vonnegut’s son Mark after reading the collection of Kurt Vonnegut’s letters. I wanted to get another point of view of Vonnegut’s life than his own. While it does have some insight on the elder, Mark Vonnegut’s book is an excellent first-hand view of schizophrenia and psychotic breaks, and humorous just like his father’s books.

Jorge Luis Borges by Jason Wilson

I read this book while on a trip to Argentina. We had just one night in Buenos Aires as we returned from Patagonia to the United States, and we spent it in Borges' neighborhood of Palermo. I had marked out in my notebook all the addresses Borges lived, wrote about, or spent time with friends that Wilson describes in his biography. Wilson's book needs to be edited better, but it did give me a grand sense of the neighborhood from Borges' view after reading the book (though I never had time to visit all those places). Since Wilson focused on reltating Borges' stories to events in his life, it also gave me more insight into his Ficciones when I re-read it upon returning.

Secret Historian: The Life and Times of Samuel Steward, Professor, Tattoo Artist, and Sexual Renegade by Justin Spring

Sam Steward was part of the literary circles that included Gertrude Stein and Alice Toklas, Thornton Wilder, Lord Alfred Douglas, Thomas Mann, and Andre Gide. You never heard of him because he only had a few books published under his own name in his 20's. This book is a fascinating history of the underground homosexual society--told through Steward's prolific diaries of his sex life. Kinsey's library is filled with the material he donated, documenting the life of his literary man with a penchant for dirty stories and tattoos.

Russia

The eXile: Sex, Drugs, and Libel in the New Russia by Mark Ames and Matt Taibbi

Now Ames is a journalist for Pandomedia and Taibbi is a columnist for Rolling Stone, both with several books in print. But they wrote this book while still publishing The eXile magazine in Moscow to poke fun at the American media coverage of Russia and to more deeply explore the Russia of the 1990’s.

Memoirs of a Russian Punk by Eduard Limonov

You may know Limonov now as one of the leaders of the dissident The Other Russia party, leading protests against Putin. Or maybe before that, as the leader of the National Bolsheviks in the 1990’s. But as a teenager in Kruschev’s Soviet Union, he was a punk kid who could suck down a liter of vodka to prove himself and write angst-ridden poetry for the girls he loved.

Khrushchev: The Man and His Era by William Taubman

Painstakingly detailed in its timeline from interviews with and documents obtained from Kruschev’s family, this is as complete a biography as you’ll find. But it’s also a fine textbook on Soviet history. The scenes from Stalin’s inner circle, drinking themselves silly and playing pranks on each other to keep Stalin amused while they all feared getting a bullet to the back of the head, still stay with me.

KGB: The Inside Story by Christopher Andrew and Oleg Gordievsky

Published in 1990, it offers a chance to read the “secret history” of the KGB on the eve of the USSR’s disintegration, filled with information pilfered from the KGB library. You’ll realize the Russian nationalist uprising in eastern Ukraine is straight from the traditional KGB playbook.

American Intelligence

Ghost Wars: The Secret History Of The CIA, Afghanistan, and Bin Laden, from the Soviet Invasion to September 10, 2001 by Steve Coll

The indispensable history of how Afghanistan became the mire it is, the United States government's shifting attention to the country, and the CIA's role in shaping the factions on the ground. Will also tell you everything you need to know about how little we can trust Pakistan's intelligence agency.

The Human Factor: Inside the CIA’s Dysfunctional Intelligence Culture by Ishmael Jones

The day I read Jones talk about how the CIA had not authorized this book, I had to get it. Unauthorized publications aren’t a perfect indicator, but it usually does mean a few juicy details. Jones has a bit of an ego, and this is clearly his opportunity to poke fun at the CIA climate wherever possible. But he also raises issues with the CIA bureaucratic, risk-averse nature that have been repeated by other former CIA employees in their own books, like Bob Baer.

See No Evil by Robert Baer

Baer’s book is better written and less ego-driven than Jones’. And he keeps an eye on the broader, global dynamics picture.

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